Finally over you.
It has been two years since we first kissed and I fell so hard for you, those first 5 months were sweet and it honestly seemed like you felt the same way.
Then after that something changed, no longer did we text 24/7 or hang out everyday and things weren’t the same yet I still had feelings for you.
Then stupidly for the next year and a half whenever we were both drunk and you’d want me again I’d always go back to you and it would break my heart the next day when I realised I’d gone back as much as I’d say I didn’t want to anymore my heart convinced me otherwise.
Then last Sunday it happen again & for the first time I wasn’t upset about it & the next night when I saw you hitting on a chick. I honestly didn’t care.
Then last night I saw you out and we actually had a conversation then went our separate ways. At 4:30 this morning you called me & told me you were coming over, you came over & went straight to my bed & I fell asleep straight away not even caring you were next to me, then this morning when you were sober you told me how you wanted me & how you’ve missed me & I didn’t even let you kiss me.
I am so happy to say that after 2 years I am finally over you, but in a good place with you at the same time, which I honestly thought I would never be able to say.